• FLASH FICTION

    Drown

    Things happen so fast. Just a few minutes ago she had a great time on the boat with her husband, which was her ex for a few years before being her husband again for the second time. It took her a year to build her trust again.

    Under the ripples, bubbles escape her body and images flash before her eyes; the renewed vow, the life insurance worth One Million Ringgit. One goddamn rich widower.

  • FLASH FICTION

    The Scar

    Every time she looked at the back of her left hand, James popped up.

    “I challenged girls to put out a cigarette on their hands, but none would take it. I dare you.” James looked at her seriously.

    “Hell, yeah!” She lit her cigarette, smoked until it gets short, and was ready to put it out on her hand, and then she said, “this is silly, you know.”

    “Think of it this way; I will soon migrate, the scar will always remind you of me, our silly friendship,” the big-nosed Sri Lankan-Malaysian lad had his way of convincing her.

    “Ok, ok. Done.” She did it, pronto.

    “What! I didn’t think you would do it!” he screamed while doing a facepalm.

    “Too late, the damage has been done.”

    It has been 24 years that James left Malaysia, but to her, he never left. He remains on the back of her left hand.

  • BLOG BM,  FLASH FICTION

    Pergi

    Aida dan suaminya seperti belangkas. Ke sana ke mari berdua. Walaupun sudah enam tahun berkahwin, setiap hari mereka di lamun cinta. Di mata Aida, suaminya adalah sebaik-baik suami dan sangat menghargai kehidupan yang mereka bina bersama. Dengan keadaaan kesihatan Aida yang kurang baik, mereka juga selalu berbicara tentang kematian dan cara meneruskan kehidupan setelah Aida tiada.

    Hinggalah tiba hari kematian yang memisahkan mereka.

    “Kenapa?”

    “Kenapa sekarang?”

    Pertanyaan itu terbiar tanpa jawapan. Aida meninggalkan kubur suaminya dengan linangan airmata.

  • Random Thoughts

    Best Nine Books That I Read in 2019

    Here is the list of the best nine books (in no particular order) that I read in 2019. These books are mostly easy reading; poetries, short stories, random thoughts and flash fictions. I especially love Lala Bohang’s books the best as it is illustrated. I recommend these books for you to read.

    1. Mrs Fox – Sarah Hall
    2. Come Rain or Come Shine – Kazuo Ishiguro
    3. The Victim – PD James
    4. Cermin Dua Arah – Adi K
    5. Selected John Keats Poems – Andrew Motion
    6. The Essential Emily Dickinson – Joyce Carol Oates
    7. The Book of Invisible Questions – Lala Bohang
    8. The Book of Imaginary Beliefs – Lala Bohang
    9. The Book of Forbidden Feelings – Lala Bohang

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  • Austria,  TRAVEL/HOLIDAYS,  Vienna

    Newfound idol—Egon Schiele

    When I first saw Schiele’s works at the Leopold Museum, I immediately fell in love, mostly because of the colour scheme that he used and the twisted body shapes and the expressive lines. There is one of his works (Cardinal and Nun) that I felt connected to Klimt. After reading the descriptions, it validated my suspicion. Later, I did some readings on the Internet and found out that he was the protégé of Klimt.

    Cardinal and Nun (Caress), 1912. From the description beside the painting, it is believed that Schiele was paraphrasing Klimt’s The Kiss.

    Schiele was a major figurative painter of the early 20th century. His work is noted for its intensity and its raw se*uality, and the many self-portraits the artist produced, including na#ed self-portraits. The twisted body shapes and the expressive line that characterize Schiele’s paintings and drawings mark the artist as an early exponent of Expressionism. But na#ed aside, I am in it for the art. Below are some of his works that I love.

    Portrait of Wally, 1912.
    Kneeling Female in Orange-Red Dress, 1910. I especially adore this one for the colours. Beautiful!

    Apart from female figurative, Egon also painted portraits of himself. His Self Portrait, 1910, was the very first work of his that I saw and immediately fell in love.

    Self Portrait, 1910.

    Apart from figurative, Schiele also did some landscape paintings.

    Crescent of houses II (Island Town), 1915.

    Egon Schiele (1890 – 1918) died young at the age 0f 28. In the autumn of 1918, the Spanish flu pandemic that claimed more than 20,000,000 lives in Europe reached Vienna. Hi wife, Edith Schiele, who was six months pregnant, succumbed to the disease on 28 October. Schiele died only three days after his wife.

    Me at Leopold Museum. 😛
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  • Austria,  TRAVEL/HOLIDAYS,  Vienna

    On the trail of Gustav Klimt

    I am not sure when was the first time I see Klimt’s works but one thing I know for sure, I quickly fell in love with his works. Seeing Klimt’s paintings from reference books and on the Internet at first seemed great, but over time, I had a dream to see them up close—to observe his brush strokes, to really ‘travel into’ his paintings. I made the dream a reality last Autumn (October 2019). It was the most inspiring art adventure that I braved alone. Yes, alone in Vienna. I thought I needed to appreciate his works at my own pace. It was worth it, I found it so inspiring. At times when observing his original masterpieces in the museums, I got all teary—I came so far; from only admiring from across the ocean to being able to stand in front of his paintings.

    I visited five museums in total over the course of five days; well, it is not a complete trail, but that will do.

    Kunsthistorisches Museum

    The first museum I visited was Kunsthistorisches.

    At Kunsthistorisches museum, Klimt paintings are in the form of fresco displayed twelve metres above the ground where they form an integral part of the sumptuous décor of the Main Staircase. There are 40 spandrel paintings and other decorative works adorn the narrow sections of wall between the arches and columns. Eleven of these were completed by Gustav Klimt, and the remainder by his brother Ernst and their friend, Franz Matsch. The paintings were commissioned by Emperor Franz Joseph.


    Albertina Museum

    Nymphs (1899)

    With its Graphic Arts Collection—which, at one million works spanning the period between the Renaissance and the present, Albertina is one of the world’s largest and the world’s leading museum for the art of drawing and printing.

    In Albertina, there is only one painting by Klimt, entitled Nymphs (1899). Nonetheless, I enjoyed visiting here because there is a permanent exhibition of works (drawings and paintings) by all of modern and contemporary art history’s great artists including Marc Chagall, Picasso, Edgar Degas, Paul Cezanne, and Albrecht Durer. Albertina is truly the home to all of the pioneering artistic ideas of the modern era and the present.

    Leopold Museum

    The Leopold Museum has a remarkable number of Klimt’s works and a large room dedicated to his genius, filled with his landscapes, portraits and other paintings. Among the paintings are Litzbergkeller on Lake Attersee (1916), On Lake Attersee (1900), Death and Life (1910/11, reworked 1915), The Blind Man (1896).

    Left: Litzbergkeller on Lake Attersee (1916), right: On Lake Attersee (1900).
    Death and Life (1910/11, reworked 1915).

    Klimt’s 1910 Death and Life is perhaps the outstanding work among many. Death and Life painting is based loosely on the dance of death depicted in medieval and renaissance times as death coming to visit people in all ranks and positions in society. Usually, death holds an hourglass or a scythe implying that everything has time to pass and be reaped off the earth. Unusually, Gustav Klimt’s Death and Life depicts death holding a club which looks much more dangerous, animalistic and menacing.

    The skull of death is looking towards life eagerly, inching its neck out and head forward like a predator inspecting its prey. Life is depicted in an arrested cornucopia architecture of human bodies, like a column of flesh showing old and young, male and female alike. There is a sense of generation after generation of human beings who have been or will be taken by death.

    Secession Museum

    From Leopold, I walked to the Secession museum which is about fifteen minutes, and there it was his world-famous 1901 Beethoven Frieze. Klimt painted the Beethoven Frieze for the 14th Vienna Secessionist exhibition in celebration of the composer. Meant for the exhibition only, the frieze was painted directly on the walls with light materials. After the exhibition, the painting was preserved and now is on permanent display in the Vienna Secession Building in a specially built, climate-controlled basement room.

    The frieze is large, standing at 7 feet high with a width of 112 feet. The entire work weighs four tons.

    Partly the Beethoven Frieze (1901) on one side of the wall.

    Upper Belvedere Museum

    Under Belvedere, there are three museums, I could not go to all so I chose the one that has more Klimt paintings on exhibition—the Upper Belvedere. The Upper Belvedere gave me the opportunity to see the biggest and most important collection of Klimt’s works worldwide, among them the famous picture “The Kiss”. It was so surreal! So grand and so beautiful!

    I was there! This area was especially crowded and no chance to take a selfie without people in the background.
    The Kiss (Lovers), 1907–1908.

    With a total of 24 works by Klimt, the Belvedere owns the biggest and most important collection of Klimt paintings in the world.

    You know, I missed the Wien Museum, Klimt Villa and a few others but… I will be sure to come back again and continue where I left off. Bis später!

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  • Random Thoughts

    Happy 2020!

    The Book of 2019 is finally on its epilogue page. It was the year of so many ups and downs when I pieced hints and clues together like jigsaw puzzles. I received the final piece and saw the big picture—that was when I know it was ending. To me, going back to where I was a decade ago was like a homecoming. There are so many other opportunities in life. When you know one thing is over, more things lining up for you to explore. Happy New Year!

    I now open my Book of 2020. I hope I will be more productive in writing my blog. Wish me luck!

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